要分享的愛

I want to give up
I feel tired and want to give up. I notice there are so many guys and gals trying so hard in finding another one but still, this is not working. I tried it before and it didn't work. I keep telling myself I haven't met Mr. Right yet. I did try to find more opportunity by joining gatherings... perhaps HK is not the right place for me in seeking guys...

On the other hand, some people did nothing but stay home playing PS2, Wii.. what is your goal of life? Are you going to marry with the play station? Mr. Tram, wake up and look around... I won't wait for you guys for longer..

I am getting old and I do want to give up..... perhaps start looking for adoption a baby girl from China.. I do believe she will appreciate my love more.. rather than taking it as granted.

Posted by sarah on 2008-08-06

你看完這段落後, 有沒有身同感受? 其實愛是什麼?
人需要愛與被愛. 曾感受過愛的人, 會較懂得與人分享; 愛就是要與人分享, 才感趣味.
當苦苦追尋想愛的人, 將珍貴的愛與人分享. 有如老媽子會小心翼翼將她的積蓄用作投資, 不會作無謂的犧牲, 寄望有回報.
雖然很多人不喜歡將純純的愛說成投資/回報, 太市井了!

對不起, 可能有點俗氣, 但試回想一下, 與人分享的愛有如一加一大於二的說法, 大於二的就是回報, 就是想追尋的.

當開始長大, 家人的愛對我們來說, 開始不足夠了. 是時候去追尋伴侶的愛, 或是朋輩的愛, 為人生漫長的路打打氣. 其後, 又開始尋求下一代, 將愛去延續. 人生在不停的尋覓, 有些人較順利, 有些人較艱辛. 可能是柳暗花明又一村, 可能是... 尋覓是有點痛苦, 因為總會帶來失望. 失望卻是最要命的! 失望令人灰心失落, 失望令人悲觀, 失望亦令人失去自信及定位, 方寸大亂...

"未見官先打八十大板" 那會有勝算? 那會有盼望?

除了與別人分享愛, 亦要與自己分享, 愛惜自己, 讓自己靜下來, 抖抖氣.

"停一停, 諗一諗" 為自己尋回定位, 就可以看到方向, 再繼續向前走.